You're The Only One That Made Me A Better Person

Push the degger in, watch the pain spill out, on the floor. I'm fed up with trying to be strong, I can't take this anymore. When will these tragedies begin to ease off of me? They follow me like a ghost. Attacking, like a sport, watching my life fall apart. Fall apart. Fall apart.

Bleeding, is my relief. It drains the misery. And this blade is my painkiller. It numbs the pain, that I feel everyday. I faint, it puts me to sleep. And this bleeding, is my addiction.

Recieving my daily dose of red stained steel cutting through the skin. Terrified that, I have become ammune, my body's cleansed of all my wounds. I'll cut deeper even if I kill myself. I press the blade farther into my vein, I'm passing out. And there's no one, there's no one to catch me, to catch me, to catch me. I'm left willingly layed out on the floor, and there I bleed.

Bleeding, is my relief. It drains the misery. And this blade is my painkiller. It numbs the pain, that I feel everyday. I faint, it puts me to sleep. And this bleeding, is my addiction.

Counting the colors of the stars. Like the rainbow at the end of a rainfall. Leaving our skin marked. With lip tattoos set in place by our loved ones. Place your hand in mine and don't let go. This is our night, so let's  make it worth while and forget tomorrow.

Casting silhouettes on eachother bodies. Tell me is my shadow the same as my touch? This night is cold, we're laying on the hood, heating up by the engine running. Tell me (tell me) does the vibration give you a rush? Place your hand in mine and don't let go. This is our night, so let's make it worth while and forget tomorrow.

This is a dream, so let's take it all in before it's ruined by reality. This is a scene taken straight out of the most romantic movie x2

Counting the colors of the stars. Like the rainbow at the end of a rainfall. Casting silhouettes on eachothers bodies. Tell me is my shadow the same as my touch? Leaving our skin marked. With lip tattoos set in place by our loved ones.

Sweet, listen up, listen to these words I say. Write them down, if it hellps because what follows will be the most important. Like a life vest  holding your head above drowning. So don't you ever forget to remember to recite these words in your head.

You're beautiful and magical. Just one smile formed from those pretty lips, makes all the past problems so worth it. You're lovable and a preciouse girl. You're so un-resistable, somebody give me a push as you pull.

Baby, dry thoses un-needed tears from your pretty eyes. There's no need for a broken heart tonight. I'll be your security blanket, wrap me up around you so tight. (wrap me around you so tight). Listen up, listen to these words I say. Or write them down if it helps. And don't forget to recite them everyday.

You're beautiful and magical. Just one smile formed from those pretty lips, makes all the past problems so worth it. You're lovable and a preciouse girl. You're un-resistable, somebody give me a push as you pull. 

Black hearts hung on tree tops, leave the dead and walk away. Bodies breaking down, the sence of survival slowly fades. True love filled with lies begins to eat us alive. The light that we once fallowed, is too distant to see. With the overwhelming sensation of insecurity, we become too numb to feel. True love filled with lies begins to eat us alive.

I can't go on without this love I am weak. Is there no hope, no one to save me? Is this how it ends, a slow and painfull death from which I never had a chance?

Condemned to a life of solitude, on this lonely walk we take. Disposing of our memories, to keep us saine. True live filled with lies begins to eat us alive. Nightmares feast on our minds, a projection of our bitter souls. Like a tidel wave crashing down and filling our lungs, we drown in our sorrows. True love filled with lies begins to eat us alive.

I can't go on without this love I am weak. Is there no hope, no one to save me? Is this how it ends, a slow and painfull death from wich I never had a chance?

Now enter this rose, see a love so cold. It'll die befor we know it. How could a thing of passion ever live in a world that's passionless.

A Heart left beatting on the floor. Waiting for a place to call its home. Blood seaping through the open wonds where it's beet torn. Will you give it and yourself another chance to find happiness again. Or just leave it behind you cold and alone.

Now see this rose, dead with no one to mourn. Red pettles turn brown it's beauty wasted. If it represents love witch doesn't exist. then how could it.

A Heart left beatting on the floor. Waiting for a place to call its home. Blood seaping through the open wonds where it's beet torn. Will you give it and yourself another chance to find happiness again. Or just leave it behind you cold and alone.

Do you wanna be the one to look back when it's too late. And realize all the love you had that went to waste. On your deathbed wishing you at least had a taste. Well it's not too late, start today don't dig yourself an early grave. By letting love slip away.

A Heart left beatting on the floor. Waiting for a place to call its home. Blood seaping through the open wonds where it's beet torn. Will you give it and yourself another chance to find happiness again. Or just leave it behind you cold and alone.

Your footprints fade, but mine still remain. I'll carry you when you're weak, until you regain your strength. You're never alone, I'm always closer than you think. I'm just a shout away, a shout away.

When you feel, like the whole world is crashing down on you. And there's no one to turn to. Just remember the one person you can call, to pick you up when you fall. No matter where I am. No distance is to great. I'm just a shout away.

Your footprints fade, but mine still remain. I'll carry you when you're weak, until you regain your strength. You're never alone, I'm always closer than you think. I'm just a shout away, a shout away.

If you're ever, broken down. Half dead on the ground. Or used and abused, sufocated, locked up. And need a hand to bail you out. If you find yourself broken hearted with your mind in a dark state. Remember what I said, I'm just a shout away.

Your footprints fade, but mine still remain. I'll carry you when you're weak, until you regain your strength. You're never alone, I'm always closer than you think. I'm just a shout away, a shout away.

Wrapped up, inside my head. Thinking of, what you said. "You're my everything. You're my heartbeat. Whithout you here, I'd be dead." Deep inside, I come to find. How much you mean to me. You are my, my guiding light. With the warmest beam. So comforting.

You give me the strength to make it through, everyday. You give me the will to push through, anything. You are the one. My desteny.

Wrapped up in, my head again. The once colorless, now painted red. "My heart bleeds for you." That's what you said. And now your face, engraved in my mind. Speaks the truth, I love you. Now to the end of time.

You give me the strength to make it through, everyday. You give me the will to push through, anything. You are the one. My desteny

Jelousy is an ugly state of mind. Like a breast ripping you apart inside. Mix it in with a little bit of time. Keep it in, let it sit and manafest revenge is the child.

Your eyes cast a shadow. large in size, spread so wide to cover the whole word. Everywhere I go. I get the feeling, they're following. And I can't breath. Your threatening presense is suffocating.

Jelousy is an ugly state of mind. Like a beast ripping you apart inside. Mix it in with a little bit of time. Keep it in, let it sit and manifest. revenge is teh child.

You're closing in around me. A sence of nervousness sharp as knives, penatrating. These walls now become a maze, as I try to escape this life or death game. But it's too late.

Jelousy is an ugly state of mind. Like a beast ripping you apart inside. Mix it in with a little bit of time. Keep it in, let it sit and manifest. Revenge is the child.

Break my bonse, cross my eyes. Pull the veins from deep inside. Rip my flesh, crush my heart. Draw the line. Leave your mark.

How could you light the match? How could you be so heartless not to care? How could you touch the flame to my skin? How could you just stand there and watch me burn?

I was the one protecting you, keeping you safe. Armed to the teeth holding off your enemies at bay. For years I kept the words I promised you. I stood tall and strong like a concrete wall. I was your knight full of honor and pride. And after all of this you still took my life.

How could you light the match? How could you be so heartless not to care? How could you touch the flame to my skin? How could you just stand there and watch me burn?

Tied to this cross as my body turns to ash. I glance into your eyes. You didn't want to do this, I could tell by the tears you cryed. We'd been through so much. Centuries of battle, my body and your heart became too weak. You gave into the enemy.

How could you light the match? How could you be so heartless not to care? How could you touch the flame to my skin? How could you just stand there and watch me burn?

I devoted my life to you and in return you betrayed me. Now as my body fades away your heart does too.

With pressed ear to the door, a sinking feeling something's not right. The air is too still it's the calm before the storm. This night seems so much darker than any other before. Yet there's not a clowd in the sky. An earth shattering scream followed by a collaps to the floor.

Through watered eyes I see you laying there in a pool of your heart. Desperation claims another soul, it will destroy us all. Hey x4 Knelt by your side this feeling of helplessness is ripping me apart. When will everyone see what's happening we've accepted evils gift of greed. And as a result we're killing everything we need.

Replaying images over and over in my mind of old movies I've seen and how simple life use to be. And how we could have that once more. But we'd rather be wealthy and misserable than happy and poor. And we'll sacrifice an innocent life to fill our never ending pockets and gain all the power.

Through watered eyes I see you laying there in a pool of your heart. Desperation claims another soul, it will destroy us all. Hey x4 Knelt by your side this feeling of helplessness is ripping me apart. When will everyone see what's happening we've accepted evils gift of greed. And as a result we're killing everything we need.

Press your lips to mine, bring me back to life. My heart's been cold and dead and so have I. What is this I feel? It's so surreal. It hasn't been around for such a long time.

You rescued me from this world I created, inside my head. Full of misery my soul was jadded, and dead. Now that I have you. I have hope and reason to live. You showed me that in this world love still exists. And that to you is what I give.

What I give x3.

Sing me the sweetest lullaby. The words fill my heart and flood from my eyes. Is this for real? Is my broken heart begining to seal? You put me back together with just one touch. Your body against mine. We're so intertwined.

You rescued me from this world I created, inside my head. Full of misery my soul was jadded, and dead. Now that I have you. I have hope and reason to live. You showed me that in this world love still exists. And that to you is what I give.

Burn these pages cleans my mind and soul. Put my past to rest and awaken a being hope. Drink the water, let it wash away every sin I've ever commited. I've commited myself to preforming a new role.

This night a deamn dies, and a human comes to life. Tonight an evil spirit is thrust towards the sky. And in the firy pit the flames burn away every mistake.

With hand raised I pledge to live a life without regrets. Absent and foreign to torment. I bow my head in prayer that my guiding lord watch over me and always be there.

This night a deamn dies, and a human comes to life. Tonight an evil spirit is thrust towards the sky. And in the firy pit the flames burn away every mistake.

Collecting sins on every city street. Like playing hide and seek, I'm running from you. You'll never find me. My heart races to the thumping of my feet. I know that time's not on my side. But I'm not giving in so soon. I won't let you find me yet.

I feel you slowly creeping, and seeping through my skin. You're trying to suck the words out of my lips but they're sown in. You can chance sinking your teeth through. You'll come to fine my skin is too tough for you. To tough for you.

Collecting sins on every city street. Like playing hide and seek, I'm running from you. You'll never find me. My heart races to the thumping of my feet. I know that time's not on my side. But I'm not giving in so soon. I won't let you find me yet.

You can pass the time, reading my eyes. But you'll never find what's underneath because they lie. Doesn't it just hurt when the tides change and the roles are reversed? You know you did this first.

Don't you hate the things you create by careless actions placed in motion? Everything comes back around to smack you in the face. Don't you hate what you're rewarded with when you don't care about your devotion? When you have made one of the biggest mistakes.

Collecting sins on every city street. Like playing hide and seek, I'm running from you. You'll never find me. My heart races to the thumping of my feet. I know that time's not on my side. But I'm not giving in so soon. I won't let you find me yet.

Your voice resides inside of me. It's running through my mind, and I'm so tired but I can't sleep. These tears I cry, flood my mind of your memories, and suffocate me. I can't breath, all I do is bleed.

My heart bleeds, everywhere inside of me. This poison makes me sick. And I'm so sick of this. My heart bleeds, everywhere inside of me because I'm missing you. I can never start anew.

Without you I'm not living, I'm just slowly dying. But I'm still giving it my all to get back what we had. And I hope that you're still trying. Your faith in us is one thing I hope you don't lack.

My heart won't beat, until you're laying next to me. It's killing me, that all I have left of you is a memory. 

My heart bleeds, everywhere inside of me. This poison makes me sick. And I'm so sick of this. My heart bleeds, everywhere inside of me because I'm missing you. I can never start anew.

My heart won't beat, until you're laying next to me. It's killing me, that all I have left of you is a memory.

I love you, and I always will x4. (fade out) 

Engulfed in the light of the moon. Skin dampened by the gentle taps of the rain that reminds me of you. They make friends with my tears. That have been resting on my cheeks for years.

And I wonder, do you still remember the time I sang you a lullaby? It rained for hours that night. And joined along to the soothing sound of the sweetest song.

I breath in the fresh air. It takes me back to that day and the beautiful scent of your ferfume and your hair. Then I fall to my knees and pound the pavement, and I scream. Can you hear me, can you hear me cry out your name? Can you hear me, will I ever see you again?

Can you hear me? x4

And I wonder, do you still remember the time I sang you a lullaby? It rained for hours that night. And joind along to the soothing sound of the sweetest song x2

Congradulations, you found me out. This fraudulant smile and these words formed from my mouth, are all that you deserve. After the evidence washed upon the shore. All the lies that I head.

Your words are like razors. They cut your lip. You can cover your mouth. But you can never wash your hands.

The blood is too thick. You can't get rid of it, you can't get rid of it. The only thing that you can do is promise to change your ways. And maybe you'll get a second chance some day.

So let's see some dirt on those knees. And bow your head. May god have pitty on the heart of the dead. But don't ever come crawling back to me. With words of a turned leaf. Only so much can be cleaned of a dirty soul. And yours was the dirtiest of them all.

Your words are like razors. They cut your lip. You can cover your mouth. But you can never wash your hands.

The blood is too thick. You can't get rid of it, you can't get rid of it. the only thing that you can do is promise to change your ways. And maybe you'll get a second chance some day.

You thought you had me fooled. Didn't you ? (Didn't you ?). But I know he's in the room with you. But what you don't know is, I am too. Paint these walls red with the blood of everything you said. Your words cut like a knife. Like the end result of your death tonight.

So I'll take this blade, push it through your vein. And I won't say anything. Because in case you haven't heard. Cuts speak louder than words.

Louder than words.

I found you out tonight. Didn't I ? (Didn't I ?). You better pray for a merical to save your life. Because the seconds are counding down, to your demise. Paint these walls red with the blood of everything you said. Your words cut like a knife. Like the end result of your death tonight.

So I'll take this blade, push it through your vein. And I won't say anything. Because in case you haven't heard. Cuts speak louder than words.

Louder than words.

taste the poison of your bitter heart. This is a promise you can't go back to the start. (You'll never change). The way you'll always be is the way you are.

So I'll take this blade, push it through your vein. And I won't say Anything. Because in case you haven't heard. Cuts speak louder than words.

Crying out, but my screams are never heard. They all fell upon deaf ears. Once again, I'm left alone when I need someone the most.

Do you know, you kill me? Do you even care? I'm done with all this bleeding. I'm done with all these tears.

Do you know what it feels like to be dead inside and alive at the same time? Do you know what it's like to feel worthless. To feel like the last think on anybodies mind?  

To be broken x4 To be broken hearted now.

Crying out, but all that's left is a wisper. I've given up. I don't even care, if anyone comes for me. I'm too damaged to be repaired.

Do you know, you kill me? Do you even care? I'm done with all this bleeding. I'm done with all these tears.

Do you know what it feels like to be dead inside and alive at the same time? Do you know what it's like to feel worthless. To feel like the last thing on anybodies mind?

To be broken x4 To be broken hearted now. 

Be quiet maybe we'll stay alive for one more night. Stay sound and just enjoy the night sky and maybe we'll be alright x2.

Haven't you ever heard that loos lips, sink ships? Well let's try to keep this one afloat. We'll be safe as long as nobody knows. This horrible secret that we've kept. One that I know, will haunt us until we grow old, and pass away. Until we've lived out all our fearful days. That somehow or someway, we'd slip up and say, what we did this day. But until then. Until We're found out. Let's try to forget. And wash our bloody hands, with silence. With silence.

Maybe if we're lucky, this won't haunt us from beyond the grave. But what chance do we have of our rotten souls being saved? What we've done is far from forgivable. And closer to, and closer to. A prison cell form me and you. Well I guess that's it. Let's call it a night. And burry the hatchet.

The hatchet. That we used to cut her head off with. That fuckin' bitch is such a fuckin' snitch. It's no surprise, that this day would end with her demise. And like I said before. Loose lips sink ship and nothing more. This use to be a team of three. But now it's just you and me and the mob, baby.

So be quiet maybe we'll stay alive for one more night. Stay sound and just enjoy the night sky and maybe we'll be alright x2.

Maybe we, won't have to get down on our knees. And beg for our lives. Maybe we, will get a second chance to live a normal life. But until we know for sure. I think it's best that we both keep our guilty heads under the covers.

Be quiet maby we'll stay alive for one more night. Stay sound and just enjoy the night sky and maby we'll be alright. This time.

My thoughts are so shaken up, I have the saddest feeling inside. I fel so helpless that I can't help those with broken hearts sometimes. And I know there will be stressful situations like these that I must accept and move on. But I can't because my soul says that it's just wrong.

I wish I had all the answeres. I wish I could mend every broken heart on this earth. I wish I could scream out. And send the wounds and scars all packing until my throat hurts.

Like a slide show, I see a million upset faces come and go. Hand me a microphone so I can shout to everyone you're not alone.

Every star I send to the sky, is waiting for a heart to warm. Waiting patiently for itto be its time. All a shattered heart needs is time, and a helping hand forever by their side.

Chorus: I wish...