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Bleeding Is My Addiction.

Push the degger in, watch the pain spill out, on the floor. I'm fed up with trying to be strong, I can't take this anymore. When will these tragedies begin to ease off of me? They follow me like a ghost. Attacking, like a sport, watching my life fall apart. Fall apart. Fall apart.

Bleeding, is my relief. It drains the misery. And this blade is my painkiller. It numbs the pain, that I feel everyday. I faint, it puts me to sleep. And this bleeding, is my addiction.

Recieving my daily dose of red stained steel cutting through the skin. Terrified that, I have become ammune, my body's cleansed of all my wounds. I'll cut deeper even if I kill myself. I press the blade farther into my vein, I'm passing out. And there's no one, there's no one to catch me, to catch me, to catch me. I'm left willingly layed out on the floor, and there I bleed.

Bleeding, is my relief. It drains the misery. And this blade is my painkiller. It numbs the pain, that I feel everyday. I faint, it puts me to sleep. And this bleeding, is my addiction.

 


Posted on 07/14/2009 6:39 AM Visits: 86
jessicabellarose: 07/14/2009 6:50 AM
woah depressing ... cheer up :) x
rosiebd: 07/14/2009 11:53 AM
:S
xxBananaZxx: 07/14/2009 12:23 PM
wow i luv this it's so good
~DeathsOwnAngel~: 07/14/2009 1:15 PM
wow... im not sure what to say, it sounds a lot like me right now.....
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